Over my adult life, one theme has been constant in my spiritual walk - waiting.
Much has been said on it in the Bible... so clearly I'm not alone.
In talking with a friend the other day I made a statement that isn't new to me but is hitting me fresh these days.
We live in a fallen and broken world.
There are many good things. There is a lot of joy to be had.
But there is also a lot of pain.
There is a lot of loneliness.
There are a lot of people devastated in ways that are unfathomable.
Tonight one of my old devotionals is on my mind.
It's the story of Daniel and a couple of guys you might have heard about facing certain death.
BTW - Daniel - Lions? Fire? Guy had some troubles huh?
Daniel 3:17-18
If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us
from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O
king. But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy
gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.
These three young men were getting sentenced to death for
following God instead of men. They didn't know whether God would save them or
not... but they knew that He was able. They knew that no matter what they were
going to obey God. It's a powerful story. Tonight there is much on my heart. Personally I have a situation where God has to come through. What I've learned: God may act exactly as I hope in this situation... but
if not... I know He has something better ahead.
These three guys in the furnace trusted God, literally, with
the end of their lives. They really believed that God could rescue them from the
furnace. BUT they knew enough about God to know that what we think is best for us
(including life itself) is not always God's best for us. So what did these
three guys say as they faced death? "But IF not..." God I still trust
you even if this doesn't go my way. I still trust you if the person
I love the most in this world is taken away from me. I know that you can bring
about miracles and you can take death itself away. I believe you can do all of
this . . . but if not . . . I trust You even still.
The important thing is to not
turn away from God when He doesn't follow your calendar and plan. It is my
challenge for all of you whose answer is just days away... but it is not the
answer you were looking to see. It is also my challenge for those of you whose
answer is many waiting days away.
- Gina
PS - pray for my brother Jeff and other ministers who deal with heartbreaking situations so often. On my heart tonight because of something specific... but needed every hour of every day for our ministers.